BaBy bLuEs

It's been two years since I had been married.From that two years, I can say that we have been blessed with a loving relationship except that we still don't have a baby yet.That fact would somehow,always bring me to the verge of tears.I know I'm acting weird because we haven't been married that long and we haven't still subjected ourselves to treatment,but the mere thought of not having a baby is frustrating already.
They say, that being married doesn't evolve all in the thought of having a child.Some say that marriage could survive even without a child.I believe them but, i guess I'm a person who will sacrifice herself just to have her baby.
Don't get me wrong.I'm a very optimistic person but, I don't know, I'm just scared of the thought of not bearing a child my whole life.I'm scared of what my husband would feel.I'm scared of what others would say.
I'm Desperate